how is everyone. i hope well. marry christmas to all of you. a couple of days left. should be fun. to all my freinds i think i figured out what christmas present i want! some time over cristmas/eve give me a phone call! it would be awsome to just get a random phone call just saying " yo yo my brotha have a Christmas to the merry squared!"  but yeah any how. my father gets here in around two hours to take me away. should be intertaining. when i get there i need to buy some bleach and get to work on christmas presents. got the grandma and the family stuff to get together. im hopeing that i can visit people over the next day  say hello and what not.  be nice

im in an art mood so im going to put art on here hehe.   thats what happends when i get bored and have photoshop to play with.  hope you like. its lopsided but i think it have some value. i really need to get better at reseaveing praise. there is a deffinate diffrence between being humble and being self doubting. even though its hard to see that sometimes.

SALT IN A WEEK!!!!

i will be honest i normally hate big seminar type things but im really excited about this one. god is really putting me in his presance and is helping so much in changeing me. i just look to months ago and there has been so much change. granted things i am haveing a hard time with are still presant but i have no doubt that god is going to do something great.

for the first time in my life i actully could see myself getting married. no im not talking about haveing met a girl that im in love with and now im crushing on her. i mean just loveing a woman with all my heart and knowing that our lives will do something great in Gods kingdom. that is SOMETHING SO HUGE for me. what incurages me more about this is is i saw it during prayer. i had always thought god intended me a life of being single. with how my life was and what i was serrounded with i just put my self. but then i actully  brought it to God instead of just putting my self there. and he showed me he had a diffrent plan.

this all may seem a little bit private but i just think its proof that god is doing something. and for that it is a major praise i gotta get out there

i think my taste buds have changed to where i dotn like apple cider anymore. i drank carmel apple cider and i think it completely ruind normal cold cider for me. IT WAS SOOOO GOOOD  but now i gotta top off the normal stuff i have here. sigh.

i wonder how josiah is doing. josiah is a drifter i met at corner stone last year. he got picked up by the psalters on the way there and they gave him a ticket to the show. i had the chance to talk with him about things he has seen and things i have seen. and we got to talk about  what is in a drifters calling. what makes a person want to just walk off and see life day by day.  i used to what that life so bad. to get away and only worrie about myself. the problem is talking to josiah. he seemed more like he was running from life. he hid under the impression that he was wanting to see the world yet i could tell that he just didnt want to face his own world. mabye that is what im  wanting to do.  yet to do that would leave old wounds with scars. i need to get some neosporen in there before i go drifting. so that when im done being on the road. i can come back and teach what i have lerned. rather than come back with what i lerned to just help myself patch old wounds.

one more hour till dad leaves.  i think im going to go read. much love my freinds. and till next we meet. weather in one hour or in  life time i know we will and i will greet you all with big bear stevbo hugs. all made with love.

I LOVE JACK JOHNSON... ok so i have 30 till work with no life to lean on. coffee coffee is freind oh yes it is

naked

what am i doing i have no clue i think i will type the first thing that comes to my head and see how it wourlsd hmm didnt spell that right works

 worktoday should be fin nothing to special but still causeing time to fly like a dragon on wide wings of majesty. not that wings can have majesty it just sounded cool

what would i do if i had a chip of a munk here telling me that i should be singing bohemian rapsody in german.... i dont know i would probly sit her and start singing phemean rapsody and then i would start danceing. that i would be serounded by badgers that try to clear me away by the evilness of my dance. mwahahaha  ( shifty eyes)

i think im going to move to canada. canada just seams intertaining. if anyhting i would like to move to someplace else. i mean i say that yet i create ties if im creating ties i cant live wiht no commitments. and i would probly cause some pain. hgmm candy i like candy what would i do for a candied cane. no silly not a candy cain i mean a candied cane. yayayayayayayayayayayayayy ......boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i like music that is kinda raspy in tone. mabye that is why i have an infatuation for queen latefa. gotta love that woman. i mean her career is just so broad. she can  sing and act and .... ok mabye not as broad as i thought but none the less really really cool.

i wanna go to the art museum again sooner or later. probly later than sooner because im always later than sooner when it comes to doing things. dont knwo why. mabye if i made myslef out there sooner i would not be so worried about it comeing latter. possibilities. so i start work in 19 mnutes and my figers are starting to get tired lets see if any more randomess come out. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm nope must have just been gas. i think i will be driveing soon. it all depends on the vison. i have too much to do and so little to do it with. i must conspire a wy tio alter time. hmmm what is that mister chip munk. Hören Sie bohemion rapsody jetzt Sie pethetic Wurm zu! ach und baut eine Zeit Maschine. that is right i should build a time machine. what a genius you are my freind. i will call you my personal sock finder. go my chipmunk find my socks. oh yes now i must build the time machine. k going to go do that now with 13 minutes till work. injoy my freinds. (shifty eyes!)